I Love my Mama sooo much


Dear Mom, I Love You so much. Unconditionally

"No matter what we go through. No matter how much we argue. You'll always be there for me"


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A New Chapter

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29/06/2025  The sentence might’ve been said in seconds, but the aftermath…  I tried to distract myself and think the brighter side but in the middle of that I found myself go blank, I stare at nothing, my minds shut down, my tears fall..  29/06/2025 And everything just… stops. My mind suddenly went blank. And the only thing left is that one sentence, echoing, cutting deep into a place I didn’t even realize was still that fragile. It's like the light inside my chest got stolen, and I completely dissociated.  It's not that i didn't forgive him. I did.  But this… This is what it feels like when your deepest insecurity gets ripped open by the person you thought... wouldn't.  22/06/2025 🙏 21/06/2025 Huuuuuuuft 20/06/2025 Menghitung hari bertemu kekasih hati q🥹 Rasanya lama bgd yah hari2 ini berlalu 🙂 Anw pekan ini santai bgt tidak ada huru hara, dan pekerjaan yg intens di kantor, alhamdulillah.  Hari Jumat sore-malem ditambah lg haid tuh mageeeerrrr bgt....
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At the end of the day (a daily journal)

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These notes were taken at the end of each day. Just before I go to bed, I let my heart write the unspoken words and untold emotions. Sometimes there are tears, sometimes might be an embarrassing laugh. At the end of the day, it is what it is. 10/12/2024 Let's move to another post  8/12/2024 Kangen mulu setiap hari🥲  8/12/2024 Hari ini gw beneran jadi kakak. Pertama, masakan gw bisa dimakan adek. Kedua, gw bisa ceramah dan dia minta maaf. Ketiga, karena dia merasa bersalah, dia jadi beres2 dapur😂  Barusan aja, pas udah mau siap2 tidur ada tetangga yg manggil2, seperti panik. Gw suruh adek gw yg handle. Gw intip di balik jendela sambil mencerna omongan tetangga itu yg jg membawa 2 perempuan paruh baya. Omongannya emg muter2 dan gw blm paham apa maksudnya, tp tetangga "gila" itu minta adek gw video call bokap. Adek panik dan lgsg masuk ngambil hp. Gw lgsg stop dan jelasin kalo papa lagi isi seminar dari sore tadi. Tapi adek gw cuma bisa panik dan ngebentak gw sambil tangan...
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(Ended) My Liberation Post

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11/10/2023 🙂 10/10/2023 Deleted 09/10/2023 08/10/2023 Deleted. Aneh banget deh kalo nulis antara sadar dan gak sadar😦 08/10/2023 Deleted 05/10/2023 Deleted 04/10/2023 How could I miss someone I never met????😭 01/10/2023 Kalo hormon mendadak bikin gw jadi mellow gini artinya bentar lagi bakal menstruasi. Lagi ga mau mellow, ga mau gila dan ga mau nulis macem-macem di sini tapi gimana 🥺 tiba-tiba lewat ini di instagram aja langsung berurai air mata.  "There is no way the things I asked for and the things I used to pray for would exist in human form, except that you're here"  ya Allah I pray for this kind of pure love 😭 https://www.instagram.com/reel/Cv_t6lbpE4G/?igshid=MWZjMTM2ODFkZg==   28/09/2023 Dalam caption: selfie hujan-hujan di Kuala Lumpur.  Ya Allah udah lama banget ga hujan di Jakarta dan sekitarnya hiks. Wish you could find the joy in the rain as much as I do🌧 27/09/2023 Daftar masakan mama yg harus dipelajari alias memenuhi kriteria diet seumur hidup ...
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not ok

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Hai, hari ini gue berangkat kuliah pagi banget. Jam 6. Nyampe kampus sekitar 6.45 Lorong-lorong masih sepi. Petugas kebersihan masih nyapu dan ngepel. Gue duduk di salah satu bangku dan langsung belajar. Iya. Ada UTS. 2. Dan berat. Lelah sih. Rasanya kepala udah melayang-layang. Meskipun, di kampus ga berenti-berenti ketawa. Makasih banget temen-temen epid. Luar biasalah kalian. Thanks loh farah (haha dibaca ga nih). Lo bener2 selalu muncul dan buat gue ketawa di saat gue lagi down. Kaya tiba-tiba aja gitu dia dateng ga jelas dan nyari masalah sama gue wkwk padahal gue yakin farah ga tau gue lagi kaya gimana tp kenapa selalu pas banget sih far haha. Temen-temen epid yang lain, Eci, Fina, Ariqa, semuaa emang dabes. Tanpa kalian gimana caranya gue survive di epid (ya Allah baru juga 2 bulan) wkwk. Dan manusia2 yang jadi tempat keluh kesah dan ngeliat fase down gue juga jasanya besar sekali: saffa, noe, ulfa. Kadang gue ngerasa, kenapa ya.... Kenapa gue kurang bersyukur, a...
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